The Missing You Waltz
review by Cate Managhan, KAZY-FM
I was happily deceived by the title of Gary Gackstatter's new
release, "The Missing you Waltz." The CD is not merely a compilation of
love songs centered around sadness and loss, as was suggested to me by
the title. Rather, it is a rich, deeply philosophical anthology of
poetry and music in which romantic love stands not as an entity unto
itself but as an inseparable thread in the overall weave of life. From
the opening ballad "Pass and Fade, " to "Don't Turn Away", Gackstatter
takes us on a circular journey. As in life, the destination is never in
doubt; it is the getting there that surprises and engages.
"Pass and Fade" sets the past-present-future theme with a
generational comparison that also establishes Gackstatter's
philosophical stance. Just as the haunting strains of Julie Rosseter's
viola are interwoven with Gackstatter's fine, mellow voice, so,
Gackstatter suggests, are our lives comsically interwoven with those of
the generations who preceded us, as well as the lives of our own sons
and daughters. Our journies are the same: the Deep Blue pulls us all
that way/ Pass and Fade away," he sings the viola becoming more
assertive to underscore the fnal refrain.
The theme is even more evocative in "The Eyes of Memory Never
Sleep,: a saga about the development of the Midwest so wonderful the
term "song" seems an insufficient designation. It first gives voice to
The Native, who expressed his oneness with the land and its inhabitants
and philosophizes "nothing lasts except the Earth and the Sky/The Great
Circle: to live to die"- then to The Pioneer, whose plantive words are
inspired imagery honed to lyrical perfection- and finally to the
songwriter: "I reach out to those gone before/They reach to us from the
prairie floor."
Homage is also paid past generation in the light, affectionate "Old
Ways and the song- essentially a poem- "Here in Kansas", written after
the death of Gackstatter's 102-year-old grandmother. "Here in Kansas"
has wind as its accompniment, howling the songwriter's loss. Listening,
we are chilled. By contrast, "Don't Turn Away, " written for
Gackstatter's son, Evan, is truimphant- an anthem of hope and
inspriration.
While "Don't Turn Away" would have been a fine choce to close the
album, the song which follows, "Spirit Lullaby", makes a still more
fitting end. "Spirit Lullaby" is a lilting benediction, its words lifted
up by the sweet spell cast by Rosseter's viola and the blalaika-like
strains of Tim Durham's mandolin.
To say that a thread runs through the material that makes up "The
Missing You Waltz" is not to suggest the work is uncomplicated or in any
way redundant. Gackstatter's artistry and professionalism are evident
not only in each individual effort, but in theoverall work itself. Song
selection and placement are masterful, so that the listener glides
through the material, experiencing the variations of subject matter,
mood, treattment and tempo in completely natural way.
And variations there are! The frenentic rhythm and spewed-forth
lyrics of "Politics as Usual" express disgust, on behalf of all of us,
for a political system which seems to increasingly reject truth in favor
of whatever expedient alternative it thinks it can sell an unsuspecting
public. As Gackstatter makes clear, the public is neither unsuspecting
nor tolerant: "Nothing's true anymore, " and "Please stop lying to me,:
he rages.
The love songs are tender and complex. "in place of my heart" is a
delightful, mythical condundrum. "Crazy Dance" takes us in cicles and
"back and forth...in and out of bounds" musically, to mirror the
subtleties of the relationship which is its subject.
The title song and "How Do You Escape the Sadness", which
immediately follows it, both deal with lost love, but in an adult way.
In true man-woman relationships (as opposed to boy-girl), love is, after
all, something as ingrained as marrow: Sessation of togetherness does
not always mean sessation of feeling. In "the Missing You Waltz",
Gackstatter pines, "When all have gone, or drifted away/I'll still be
here- missing you", yet it is his refrain that truly captivates: "I know
where you are", he sings, comforted, it seems by that.
Then there is "Down In The Valley", a paean to the Walnut Valley
Festival in Winfield, Kansas. "Down In the Valley" may well be my
favorite of the 12 songs. The melody, suggestive of a medieveal
festival, truly brings the scene to life and the joyful lyrics cause us
to view that scene through Gakcstatter's eyes and love it with him." In
a valley carved by the Walnut River/ We float on music, not on water..
And the current pulls us to new places... And the Music flows in us
forever." It is not necessary to have been among the Walnut Valley
Festival's pilgrims to apprecieate this song, with its sweet acoustic
guitar and viola accompaniment, brightly punctuated by Durham's
mandolin, and its seamless harmonies.
Gackstatter casts himself in several roles on "the Missing You
Waltz" and fulfulls each one flawlessly. As a wordsmith, he in
uncompromisingly eloquent. Always, he refuses to settle for the easy
image, demanding of himself precision and the uncommon metaphor instead.
His music and arrangements are equally eloquent and varied, his
musianship superb. Rosseter and Durham are similarly expert.
From start to finish, "The Missing You Waltz" is a work of art-
first moving the heart, then arousing the intellect. Like all works of
art, it wears well; each airing of it only enhances my appreciation. Not
merely a compilation of love song, "The Missing You Waltz" is a
compilation of songs I have come to love. I'm confident the responses of
all who value quality music will be in harmony with mine.
Cate Monagahn
KAZY-FM
Winfield, KS